Monika Maddux
Lives and works in Wichita, KS, USA
Artist statement
Monika Stockton Maddux Emotionally Detailed Visual Metaphors A recurring theme is my obsession. I have been unable to conceive and deliver a baby girl and a profound obsession has developed and festered. Because my family is such an important part of my life, it is natural that it is the inspiration from which I draw, and this is reflected in my work. I am a mother to four boys and have no daughters. My work mirrors intense and deep emotions, it is from these emotions that I pull, and therefore enable, an emotion from the viewer; the type of emotion which is felt instinctively; that becomes visceral yet cognitively unattainable. My content is uncomfortable and relatable. Loss and grief are important components of my work because of my personal experiences with miscarriage and death. Focused on portraying the emotions conjured through reenactment and visual conversation, I begin with the seemingly mundane, and upon further investigation, end with overwhelming sadness. This work is a progression that creates an environment where the viewer is confronted with passion and compulsion sparked by loss. I transform the viewer’s perception of their size and place, in their environment, to position them into what entering my mind would be like; An encounter within the emotionally disturbed consciousness of a mother who has lost and is obsessed with these notions. My research is into the multiple aspects of motherhood and I am investigating the obsession that develops in response to...
Artwork
- The Realization That The Result Would Never Change, 2019. Installation
- Where It Hurts, VIII, 2019. Soft Sculpture
- Where It Hurts, The Performance, 2019. Video
- Where It Hurts, X, 2019. Installation
- When Everything Will Be Nothing, The Sadness, 2019. Installation
- The Plague Of My Soul, The Emotions Unravel, 2019. Installation
- If Only I Knew What To Expect, I Would Have Nothing To Expect And Would Expect Nothing, 2019. Installation
- This Dream Has Become Tangible, From Deep Inside, 2019. Installation
- The Mysterious, The Wine Cellar, 2019. Installation
- Where They Play Is Sticky, Sweet, And Covered, 2019. Installation
- Dining On The Wreckage, Without Remorse, 2019. Installation
- Monika's Pink, 2019. Installation
- The Bedroom of Reality, What Dreams Will Never Be, 2019. Installation
- When The Nightmare Never Ends, Dance Baby Dance, 2019. Wall Sculptures
- Never Loved, 2019. Installation
- Let It Consume, Because From Here You'll Watch The World Go By, 2019. Installation
- 1000 Babies, They All Have Names, 2019. Installation
- @Pink_Every_Day_Monika, 2019. Video
- My Baby Clothes, 2019. Video
- My Baby's Clothes, 2019. Video